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(no subject) [Aug. 25th, 2008|09:39 pm]

i miss u.

u're not reply my msges.. u dont care about me when u got yr friends or dota or whatever shit. and i willl try not to be angry.. but when i am doing like wise. u will spoil everything and get angry at me for the same reasons. unfair.

angry. this is cherie.
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2008|05:35 pm]

dont speak liar

Just sit back
And tell me
I'm a liar for this
Don't roll your eyes
Rewind
This happens
Way too many times

So sit back
And tell me that your
Tired of this
I know
I'll grow up someday
But it's 2am
And I'm too high and dry
And I won't come down to

So when I come back
I won't say a word
I know
I've said this before
Don't speak, liar

No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
You've heard this before
Don't speak, liar

Sit back
And tell me why
I'm so prone to this
Do you think I'm fond of
Getting you and letting you down
And I'll get mine soon

So when I come back
I won't say a word
I know
I've said this before
Don't speak, liar

No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
You've heard this before
Don't speak, liar

And if the story ends here
I can't be surprised to find
Your eyes are open wide
And that I have inspired you

And when you come back
Don't say a word
I know
You've said this before
Don't speak, liar

No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
We've heard this before
Don't speak, liar
Don't speak, liar
Whoa-oh
Don't speak, liar

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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2008|08:25 pm]
thank you everyone yeah!! (:
yes thanks alot! 
loveyouall! :D

a year older, a year more mature!(: 
thanks for all those wishes! (:

im trying. ):
"ya  ya ya im happy"
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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2008|01:36 pm]

why must all this happened t me?
all i wish for my birthday is very simple..
just so simple.(god knows)
i dont wna be disappointed. 
"when i see you cry, 
it makes me wna die"
i cried, i cry and i'm crying.
alone at hortpark.
goodbye

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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2008|12:58 am]

if only you'll give me one chance t tell you how i was feeling,
things wouldnt turn out this way.
in fact all humans are weak,
yes tho i'm a guy?
so what if i cry?
so what if i'm weak?
so what even if i cut myself?
for th fact i still love you!!
sigh so why do you do this t me?
it hurts so much.
im down & tears roll dowm my eyes ):

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(no subject) [Jun. 20th, 2008|12:35 am]

its been problems after problems.
i cannot say much, if this is what you want, i'll respect you (:
no matter how much i tried, you'll never see th change.
you can keep those tears, im sorry im not worth your tears.
ps im not good with my words.
do y'know how much am i going throu?
physical abuse didnt last.
wait, THANK YOU YAO (: x1000000
i feel so helpless.
thinking why does this happen t me?
why?
why?
why?
you know i had my problems, and yet you still.. 
thinking why does this happen t me?

 
everynight i cry myself t sleep, thinking why does this happen t me?
i thought this love would never end, how was i t know?
did i make it that easy t walk right in and out of my life?
see somehow i cant forget you, after all that we've been through?
how am i supposed t be fine without you?
those cuts didnt last for long, 
but something which lasted was my heart,
yes i do still love you ):
my heart just cant learn t part
part of me was dying but 
theres nothing that i can do t change anything
one chance of how i was feeling was all i need
one chance t share th sunrise
our romance.
my life is empty w/o you.
 
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2008|03:59 pm]

seling ipod video 30gb
condition 7.5 8/10
price nego.
contact @98166719
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2008|08:35 pm]

IM PISSED  OFF 
SO PLEASE FUCK OFF!

'im still hanging on you.'
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(no subject) [Feb. 2nd, 2008|03:40 pm]
im sorry for everything that happened, i know it was my fault.
but jollin i'll always bear that last line in me,
i'll just leave yeah, forget it.
im just being a burden to you guys, why th fuck am i always dragging you guys down.
i seriously dont wna you guys t quarrel.
I WNA PUT A STOP TO THIS BY LEAVING!
"
and please dont do stupid things, you cant run away from raelity ultimately, even if youre able to for a couple of months. take care alvin"
thanks and sorry for all.
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(no subject) [Jan. 15th, 2008|08:46 pm]
hahah! its been good! (:
th draw lots were good.
1.ACS (B)
2.Queenstown
3.Bartley
4.Mayflower
5.Bishan park
6.Sas

our tournaments starting soon! 
1 2 3 saints! 
i want this champship! ;D

shows over, new eposide again!
im happy now! :D many reason.
school's fine over th past few weeks! 
everydays just lessons sleep and basketball.
am able t contiune my subs!
ON TH PHONE NOW & IM NOT GAY K!
HAHAHAH! 
DELIVERY VAN!
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(no subject) [Dec. 8th, 2007|11:57 pm]

i know youre mad/angry at me. 
you said you'll tell me your feelings right?
now i know how much you trust me,
i know how much i mean t you.
and im still waiting for you nowwwww,
faster call me faster call me 

 
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(no subject) [Nov. 25th, 2007|11:41 pm]

im veryvery happy tday, only you know why! :D

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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2007|11:15 am]

HAPPYBIRTHDAY JOLLIN:D
s'times i wished nothing of these will happened.
i know i was at fault, im sorry.
can we not let all this small things affect us?
i know youre still fuming/mad/pissed at me. im sorry.
i know sorries wont help, action speaks louder!
i just hafta do it with my actions t prove.
waiting for someone/thing important can kill. ): 

i'vegotsomethingstoprove.
imsorryyyyyyy.

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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2007|01:51 am]
 what do you call people close t you who backstabbed you!
i hate you, you, you, you & you....
you trusted that person so much, 'it' turned around and shot you dead.
what's more can you feel beside pain! 
tell me tell me.

'THINGS ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE, THEYRE JUST IN MY MIND RUNNING THROUGHT'

goodbye everyone, yao, bestie, friends, clique, sam, father!
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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2007|12:59 pm]
tho you might hate me and stuff with me now
i know you dont wna hear this but im still sorry.
perhaps saying this alone wouldnt help but
im sincerely sorry for those things i've done t hurt you,
those emotions you felt over the past month,
for those pain that have been done! im not being noble by giving her up.
im sorry ben!

im really really fine, dont worryyyy. tho s'times th thoughts just come & go. 
IM STILL YOUR BESTFRIEND RIGHTTTTTT? \m/
please dont feel bad, i'll feel even worse. really dont!
im rly okay(:
i give th both of you my best wishes! (:
(now that its my turn t say)
& I WANT YOU T STAY HAPPY & STOP FRETTING OVER THIS MATTER ALREADY!
thanks for the past 35 days! it was nothing but just great! (:

and god, i rly wna go back t church. tho ive backslided you this few months.
i rly wna go back. those verses rly did help me. (: you helped me when i down, at th lowest point of me. thanks for not leaving me in a lurch when i needed you! THANKS FATHER!
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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2007|11:46 pm]
th fried rice was just great, they were like candys t my mouth. I WNAAAAA EAT IT AGAIN. (:
i just hope nothing's bothering you right now tho youre sleeping. 
i know 'PROMISE' is a big word.
i promise i wil reply your msg within 7mins,
i promise i will say those words after 'sell sell',
i promise i'll smoke only 2 sticks/day,
i promise i wont quarrel with you over money,
i promise i wont be petty,
i promise i wont reply so coldly,
i promise i wont hide anything from you,
i promise i wont rack up th past,
i promise i wont have any negative thoughts,
i promise i wont let you feel down again,
i promise i wont use those words on you.
i never knew a 'promise' was such a great word until you knocked those words t me.
*mangojuicewithnanadecoco (:
seconds tick,
mintues tock,
hours grews,
days flew past.
my love for you grows by seconds.
i just wna say im sorry for all those things ive done wrong. ):
IM SORRY LOVE.
gd'night <3

 
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(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2007|11:40 pm]
 jollin's off. dang we all misses you! esp my deargirl! ):
come back fast yeah! 96hrs. if anything happens t darren, i wont let you offffff. :D

i just wna say i love you my dear girl.
you never fail t bring a smile t me! (:
those words!
anyway, lunch tmr! (: 
be happy yeah!
gd'night love! :D
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(no subject) [Oct. 24th, 2007|08:23 pm]
[Current Mood | disappointed]
[Current Music |mirame]

maybe its just me! 
everything in life just isnt th way i want!
love; family; friends!
whats all this nonsense! 
fuckallthisshit!
th matter's still in my head now, 
tear just couldnt stop dripping.
who bothers?.
 th look of you spoils my appetite.
i just hate my family! 
have they ever bother t spare a thought for us?(perhaps for my oldest brother; giving him whatever that interest him, what abt me?)
instead of just of thinking abt themselves!
i know you all are bias! 
you guys shd have thrown me away at th first sight.
why bother t raise me till 15.
i wna live my own life, fuckall.
i dont need you guys t control what im doing,
when you start saying that im good-for-nothing, 
comparing me with my oldest brother!
so what if i cant study as good as him 
so what if i cant get into th whatever team like he can
so what if i dont spend much more time than him staying at home...
getoffmybackplease!
this matter has me hating everyone.
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(no subject) [Oct. 17th, 2007|11:40 am]
i dont know if i took the right route,
by forgiving you, seriously.
but i guess i didnt choose it without any help.
i reallyreally cant stop thinking abt this.
im just disappointed y'know.
i just want/need some time alone.
 
when you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone everytime.
will you try t make me feel better?
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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2007|04:52 pm]
(here as i said i'll post!)
exams are just 4 days away! 
anytheway, thanks uh darren, make me wait & wait.
im sorry, i cant be perfect. 
i.swear.i'm.gna.mug.super.duper.hard.
hard enough t stay in the same class?
HAPPYBIRTHDAYPHIMOL! :D


i swear it all over again!

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