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(no subject) [Aug. 25th, 2008|09:39 pm]

i miss u.

u're not reply my msges.. u dont care about me when u got yr friends or dota or whatever shit. and i willl try not to be angry.. but when i am doing like wise. u will spoil everything and get angry at me for the same reasons. unfair.

angry. this is cherie.
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2008|05:35 pm]

dont speak liar

Just sit back
And tell me
I'm a liar for this
Don't roll your eyes
Rewind
This happens
Way too many times

So sit back
And tell me that your
Tired of this
I know
I'll grow up someday
But it's 2am
And I'm too high and dry
And I won't come down to

So when I come back
I won't say a word
I know
I've said this before
Don't speak, liar

No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
You've heard this before
Don't speak, liar

Sit back
And tell me why
I'm so prone to this
Do you think I'm fond of
Getting you and letting you down
And I'll get mine soon

So when I come back
I won't say a word
I know
I've said this before
Don't speak, liar

No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
You've heard this before
Don't speak, liar

And if the story ends here
I can't be surprised to find
Your eyes are open wide
And that I have inspired you

And when you come back
Don't say a word
I know
You've said this before
Don't speak, liar

No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
We've heard this before
Don't speak, liar
Don't speak, liar
Whoa-oh
Don't speak, liar

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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2008|08:25 pm]
thank you everyone yeah!! (:
yes thanks alot! 
loveyouall! :D

a year older, a year more mature!(: 
thanks for all those wishes! (:

im trying. ):
"ya  ya ya im happy"
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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2008|01:36 pm]

why must all this happened t me?
all i wish for my birthday is very simple..
just so simple.(god knows)
i dont wna be disappointed. 
"when i see you cry, 
it makes me wna die"
i cried, i cry and i'm crying.
alone at hortpark.
goodbye

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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2008|12:58 am]

if only you'll give me one chance t tell you how i was feeling,
things wouldnt turn out this way.
in fact all humans are weak,
yes tho i'm a guy?
so what if i cry?
so what if i'm weak?
so what even if i cut myself?
for th fact i still love you!!
sigh so why do you do this t me?
it hurts so much.
im down & tears roll dowm my eyes ):

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(no subject) [Jun. 20th, 2008|12:35 am]

its been problems after problems.
i cannot say much, if this is what you want, i'll respect you (:
no matter how much i tried, you'll never see th change.
you can keep those tears, im sorry im not worth your tears.
ps im not good with my words.
do y'know how much am i going throu?
physical abuse didnt last.
wait, THANK YOU YAO (: x1000000
i feel so helpless.
thinking why does this happen t me?
why?
why?
why?
you know i had my problems, and yet you still.. 
thinking why does this happen t me?

 
everynight i cry myself t sleep, thinking why does this happen t me?
i thought this love would never end, how was i t know?
did i make it that easy t walk right in and out of my life?
see somehow i cant forget you, after all that we've been through?
how am i supposed t be fine without you?
those cuts didnt last for long, 
but something which lasted was my heart,
yes i do still love you ):
my heart just cant learn t part
part of me was dying but 
theres nothing that i can do t change anything
one chance of how i was feeling was all i need
one chance t share th sunrise
our romance.
my life is empty w/o you.
 
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2008|03:59 pm]

seling ipod video 30gb
condition 7.5 8/10
price nego.
contact @98166719
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2008|08:35 pm]

IM PISSED  OFF 
SO PLEASE FUCK OFF!

'im still hanging on you.'
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(no subject) [Feb. 2nd, 2008|03:40 pm]
im sorry for everything that happened, i know it was my fault.
but jollin i'll always bear that last line in me,
i'll just leave yeah, forget it.
im just being a burden to you guys, why th fuck am i always dragging you guys down.
i seriously dont wna you guys t quarrel.
I WNA PUT A STOP TO THIS BY LEAVING!
"
and please dont do stupid things, you cant run away from raelity ultimately, even if youre able to for a couple of months. take care alvin"
thanks and sorry for all.
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(no subject) [Jan. 15th, 2008|08:46 pm]
hahah! its been good! (:
th draw lots were good.
1.ACS (B)
2.Queenstown
3.Bartley
4.Mayflower
5.Bishan park
6.Sas

our tournaments starting soon! 
1 2 3 saints! 
i want this champship! ;D

shows over, new eposide again!
im happy now! :D many reason.
school's fine over th past few weeks! 
everydays just lessons sleep and basketball.
am able t contiune my subs!
ON TH PHONE NOW & IM NOT GAY K!
HAHAHAH! 
DELIVERY VAN!
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